Loving You is the Best Thing I have Done 爱你,是我做过最好的事 Chapter 6.2



Chapter 6.2 - Guilinggao/ Tortoise jelly 龟苓膏 (2)

    No one knows that she had a crush on He Suye four years ago. At that time, she was a high school classmate with Li Jie, and happened to be admitted to the same university again, and they naturally became good friends. She always heard from Li Jie that this big senior brother was a top-notch academic, and his character was also very good. He was the object of his admiration since he was a child, and he was always his scapegoat.

    When she went to dinner with Li Jie for the first time, she saw He Suye smiling and holding dumplings to feed Zhang Yiling. She herself didn’t move her chopsticks, and looked at Zhang Yiling intently, gazing gently and softly, she liked He Suye almost at first sight, such a handsome and tender man, for an instant, she believed in love at first sight.

    But what qualifications does she have to bother him? He Suye and Zhang Yiling are a well-known model couple. People who know them will sigh that they are just a match made in heaven. They can only obediently be a younger junior sister in front of him, paying attention to him silently. His every move, intentionally or unintentionally, imitated Zhang Yiling's appearance, and she always asked him random questions, even though he was not a photography student, her purpose was just to stay by his side for a while. 

She thought that they would get married, and then they would have lovely children, who would accompany them to their old age, but everything came to an end when Zhang Yiling went abroad.

    She really doesn't understand, how can two people who love each other break up just like that, separated worlds apart, with no more association with each other.

    She still remembers what He Suye said to Zhang Yiling, on that rainy night, in front of her and Li Jie, "Go if you want to go, please don't regret your choice, I’ll respect your decision, I ask of you to respect my feelings too.”

    That night, He Suye was drunk for the first time. Zhang Yiling was only silently sat at the side, she felt vaguely that Zhang Yiling going abroad must not be that simple, but she will forever never know what exactly happened.

    After Zhang Yiling left, He Suye went missing for a long time, and even Li Jie couldn’t find him. Suddenly one day, she saw He Suye get off the bus with a mountain bag on his back. He was thin and pallid. When she asked him, he only said he went to the mountainous area’s free clinic for three months. His smile was a bit implausible. He was uncomfortable and her heart ached. 

So she decided to treat He Suye even better but she didn't dare to replace Zhang Yiling's position. She just wanted him to be better. That was enough for her.

    Until one day, He Suye said to her, Little Junior Sister, find someone who can treat you well, I am not worth it.

    She then understood, she thought that her thoughts were very well hidden, but He Suye knew everything. He had always refused her in the most euphemistic way, had to work overtime, write a thesis, had an appointment and she really thought that he was really so busy.

    She finally figured out that He Suye is the most principled person. Love is love. As long as that person’s love is enough, if you don’t love, you don’t love, and you won’t be greedy for temporary warmth, it is just that, she can never be that person.

    There are many medicinal materials in He Suye’s house, all specimens made in the school. Zhang Yiling only loves medicinal materials ending with the word "fragrant", clove, ageratum, wood incense, Huaixiang, agarwood, green wood incense, benzoin, musk, and Lulu Fragrant, and what she studied was photography, and she could not even pronounce many medicinal ingredient, just these few medicine, she carefully went to research on them.

    She was greedy, so she liked Huaixiang, also called fennel. Anise is aniseed, it is indispensable in boiled fish and meat. Cumin can be eaten fried, in salad with dressing, used in dumplings, and can also be used with cloves and cardamom to make beef stew.

    People with yin deficiency and fire should not eat often.

    She was holding a pack of fennel, and He Suye walked over and explained to her, “The fennel has a pungent and sweet smell, it can boost a healthy stomach, and it has the effect of dispelling cold and relieving pain. The most important thing is that it can also be eaten as a salad dressing and wrapped in dumplings."

    Fang Kexin nodded, "I like this the most, the fennel is also very fragrant, and the beef stew made by my senior is excellent."

    He Suye was a little embarrassed, "My cooking is just average, but this Chinese anise is very harmful, easily causing people to suffer from excessive internal heat. It’s better to eat less."

    She laughed, a little sly, "It seems that today’s spicy lamb is very heaty!"

    He Suye pointed to the living room, "I made some  tortoise jelly with mung bean paste, go quickly, don't let it get robbed by Li Jie the greedy ghost!"

    Although it is just ordinary mung bean paste and tortoise jelly, it tastes delicious and refreshing, and it is suitable for consumption after eating greasy food.

    Li Jie, who only cares about eating, also went to ask, "Senior Brother, how do you make this tortoise jelly? Can you make it at home?" 

"It's a little complicated, you can buy tortoise jelly powder at home to make it, but the real tortoise jelly is tortoise shell, It is made of more than 20 kinds of Chinese medicinal materials such as Smilax glabra, Cangshu, bitter ginseng, Ligustrum lucidum, Nepeta ear, Habitat, Chicken bone grass, etc. It nourishes yin and invigorates the kidney, moisturizes dryness and improves skin, eliminates acne, regulates internal organs, clears heat and detoxifies.

    Li Jie interrupted, "Senior Brother, I haven’t seen you make this since Senior Sister Zhang Yiling left." 


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My Little Happiness 我的小确幸 Chapter is 12.2



Chapter 12.2 - Febuxostat (2)

The sweetness of the crispy corn filled her nose, stimulating her taste buds. He was standing a few steps away, wearing a T-shirt, slacks, and a cardigan over his shoulders. He dressed casually, just like every time she met him before the quarantine. It was as if he had never disappeared for days.

His sudden appearance made her relieved and slightly annoyed at the same time. She turned her head and walked in the direction of her own house. After taking out her keys, she sighed and turned back to him, but she didn’t look him in the eyes. "I will come after I put things down."

She had been cold and hungry after the entire day. From her neighbour's house, a warm fragrance could be smelled. His house had totally different dynamics from hers. Her house was cold and lonely and this enticed her to go to his place. No one knew how hard she tried to convince herself to not walk in the direction leading to his house. She wanted to refuse, but she didn't have the courage to open her door and face the loneliness in her house.

Wen Shaoqing seemed to see that something was wrong with her but said nothing, holding a corn on the cob and before turning to his home, he told Rang Yi Rang, "Wait for her here."

Rang Yi Rang walked a few steps forward obediently, and crouched in the middle of the corridor, and swept its tail back and forth in a good mood.

Cong Rong put down her things and washed her face before going to Wen Shaoqing’s place. As soon as she went out, she saw Rang Yi Rang squatting at the door waiting for her. Behind it was a half-open door, and she could see Wen Shaoqing’s silhouette from the warm lights coming from inside.

Cong Rong entered and spontaneously sat at the dining table. Wen Shaoqing brought out a plate of crispy corn from the kitchen and picked up a well-baked one and handed it over to her. "When I came out of the hospital today, I saw someone selling it on the streets. So I’ve decided to buy and try to make it myself. Try it, it tastes pretty good."

Cong Rong held up the corn but didn't eat it right away, Rang Yi Rang lied down beside Wen Shaoqing and spit out the corn from its mouth and put it on the ground. It then stared at Cong Rong.

Cong Rong was tired and hungry, and her head was as messy as cooked porridge. Looking at Rang Yi Rang, she held her corn on the cob in a daze and asked, "My corn looks more delicious than his?"

Wen Shaoqing replies with a smile: "It is waiting for you to eat together."

"Is it?" Cong Rong took a bite and looked at Rang Yi Rang, and it bowed its head and nibbled at its corn.

Wen Shaoqing laughed, "It seems like you have got along very well these days."

Cong Rong didn't answer. After a few bites, she finally looked up at him, "Are you okay?"

"Yes." Wen Shaoqing nodded. "The results came out today and I’m not infected."

"That's good." Cong Rong whispered back and then kept quiet, lowering her head and eating her corn quietly.

Wen Shaoqing seemed to be aware of her low spirit and teased her, "You dare to eat the food I give you before asking me if I’m infected or not?"

Cong Rong was so tired that she didn’t want to use her brain, and said whatever she thought of mechanically, “I’ve got the hepatitis B vaccine, and I’ve looked up on it. In fact, contacting a hepatitis B virus carrier may not necessarily mean that one will be infected. For example, if a couple, if the husband carries Hepatitis B virus, the probability of transmitting the illness to the wife is very low. Even if it got transmitted..."
Cong Rong suddenly stopped, frowned and seemed to be thinking about this problem seriously. Her thoughts were in a mess and she was too lazy to think about it deeply. She pursed her lips and continued to answer: "Hepatitis B is nothing terrible, but child birth would be a problem……"

The more she said, the wider was Wen Shaoqing’s smile, "You have already thought so far ahead. You have even taken into account child birth problems."

Cong Rong suddenly wanted to argue back, but she swallowed whatever she wanted to say back.

Wen Shaoqing's eyes fell on her face, and he asked. "What do you want to say?"

Cong Rong suddenly looked up, looked at him intently, and her brain suddenly couldn't think. The sentence from the bottom of her heart was blurted out. "Don’t be surprised. I even thought about the name of my child's."

Wen Shaoqing didn't show any surprised expression at all. He smiled softly as if afraid of waking her up from her dize: "What's the name?"

"The name is..." Cong Rong looked at his smile and suddenly reacted to what he was saying. She was shocked and immediately changed the topic. "Why should I tell you my child's name?"

There was a trace of regret in Wen Shaoqing's eyes, and he pursued further. He asked: "So what is the name of Lawyer Cong's child?"

Cong Rong suddenly felt that the most affectionate thing under the world was not to have your surname in front of mine, but was that even if there were nothing between us, I would still look forward to the child born, having our blood, and subconsciously think that the child’s surname would follow yours.

Cong Rong lowered her head, pinched her eyebrows, and tilted her head under the hazy light, her arms covering most of her face, making her smile a little blurry, "Probably the surname would be... Cong."

Wen Shaoqing smiled when she heard her answer. He stood up. "There is mutton soup in the kitchen, I will get you a bowl."

Cong Rong looked at his back view heading towards the kitchen in the kitchen and pinched her nose bridge. She is always a sensitive person and how could she not realise his good intentions. She and Wen Shaoqing knew each other only for a short period of time. When she was in a good mood, Wen Shaoqing would always tease her with a sharp tongue; tonight, he was gentle and considerate. A warm temperament enveloped him from his fingertips to toes and she was able to feel it. His surname Wen (warm in Chinese) was a correct description of his character.

The soup was contained in a porcelain bowl. It has some oil on the surface, and there were some touches of green from the vegetables and some orange carrots in it. As she drank, the soup warmed her stomach, and Cong Rong sighs comfortably: "Doctors really know how to preserve health!"

On a winter night, drinking a bowl of hot soup like that is really enjoyable. From this, it can be seen that Wen Shaoqing is indeed a person who knows how to enjoy life, and his quality of life is very high which was far too different from her busy and quick paced life.

Cong Rong rubbed the edge of the porcelain bowl and asked in her heart, the person whom he liked deeply must have a happy life?


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Unrequited Love 暗恋橘生淮南 Chapter 17.2



Chapter 17.2 - If There Was No Huang Rong (2)

    When leaving, Luoyang told Luo Zhi several times to pay attention to her body, exercise more, don't always face the computer, and protect her eyesight... until she interrupted impatiently: "Are you infected by Sister Nianci?"

    He smiled and waved his hand. Suddenly said: "To tell the truth, that letter." He paused, surprised that he mentioned the matter again, but decided to finish-----"The handwriting is very special."

    "Her writing is very good, oil painting and sketching are good, she is said to be self-taught."

    "Really?" Luoyang nodded, gritted his teeth and swallowed the words he wanted to ask into his stomach, turning them into a wide smile of any ordinary day, "Take care of yourself, I'll go now, and see you in a few days."

    "Last time you told me that Sister Nianci will come to Beijing during the New Year. Is it really settled?"

    "Well, if there is no accident it will happen during the New Year's Day holiday." 

"Well, see you then."

    Luo Zhi kept calling Chen Jing "Sister Nianci", instead of sister-in-law. Luoyang brought Chen Jing to the library where they studied together in the third year of high school for the first time and officially introduced his girlfriend to Luo Zhi. At first glance, Luo Zhi felt that Chen Jing looked like Mu Nianci in the old version of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" and clamoured to call her Nianci.

    Later, Luoyang had to admit that Chen Jing's personality was also very similar to Mu Nianci. Whenever he saw her gentleness, Luoyang felt at home. To this day, they have been together for more than five years and had a stable and tacit understanding.

    However, at this moment, Luoyang's eyes repeated the slow motion of the envelope slipping from the book page countless times, accompanied by an inexplicable heart palpitation.

    Guo Jing and Mu Nianci, as long as their lives are peaceful, it is not impossible to live a happy life.

    The premise is that there is no Huang Rong.

    Luoyang waved his hand and was about to say goodbye. He suddenly remembered a topic that he should have been concerned about a long time ago: "Do you have any news?"

    "News?"

    "Don't pretend, I mean boyfriend."

    Luo Zhi laughed: "No. Do you think I’m you, I’m ready early in my life, and my wife is packed and brought into the university."

    "If someone is there to take care of you, we will be relieved. If there is a suitable one, do consider it."

    I have been considering it for many years. 

    Luo Zhi's left-hand fingers gently squeezed a few times. After taking a bath, she dressed too thinly, and her cold palms had long since lost the playground temperature.

    Looking at Luoyang's tall and straight back, she finally showed a silly smile like a little girl.

    Luoyang is the rare bright colour in her life, and his warmth makes her feel at ease.

    She lowered her head and walked back, suddenly feeling that something was wrong with Luoyang today.

    Luoyang rarely hesitates, always as wide and unobstructed as the coast under the sun. She guessed that it might be a work problem, or there was a little conflict with Chen Jing, or...

    Or just like he didn't know herself, she didn't know everything about him.

    But Luo Zhi believed him, just like believing her mother. This is family. Without this blood relationship and the companionship from childhood to adulthood, she would not be willing to become friends with people like Luoyang. His knowledge of her may not be much more as Zhu Yan’s knowledge of her.

    But now Luoyang is her elder brother, even if he doesn't understand her words, doesn't know her secrets, and lacks suitable methods to comfort others, she will still feel warm and relieved because of his existence.

    To outsiders, this is a kind of domineering unreasonable trust.

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Love is Sweet 半是蜜糖半是伤 Chapter 24



  

Chapter 24 - Jiang Jun's choice

    (Sally called Yuan Shuai after speaking to Juno)
    
    "I see." Yuan Shuai subconsciously raised his head and glanced at the window at the second level. "SALLY it is okay, let it be first." He put down the phone and continued to smoke and sat on the stone bench. He checked his phone for missed calls or text messages from time to time.
 
    Jiang Jun stood behind the bushes in her backyard looking at Yuan Shuai with mixed feelings. The garden was full of gloomy and dull colors.
 
     Forget it, she thought, it’s just a new beginning for them to enter GT, it doesn’t matter.
 
     MH or GT, it meant the same for her. Even if others wouldn’t understand her, Yuan Shuai should. They are the same, aren’t they, otherwise, why did they both chose to abandon the great future arranged by their family and choose to work alone?
 
     She doesn't want to be a strong and independent woman, but life had made her this way. She has no friends, no colorful life, no other skills. She wants to stop but can't stop. If she stops working, she would be like a fish out of the water, struggling desperately and gradually drying up.
 
     It is not that she can't let go of everything, but she wanted and needed to be affirmed, and she wants to have a place where she can realize her own value.
 
    SALLY said: "Which financial institution is willing to use people who made a big mistake and got kicked out of MH? Who can trust them? Juno, if Zeus didn’t believe in you, how would he have taken us in? I know you shouldn’t be dragged into this. But how can we live without a job?"
 
     She knew this was true, and because of this, she recommended SALLY to Yuan Shuai. But why did he never mention it to her?
 
     She watched him smoking cigarettes one by one, fiddling with the phone back and forth, what was he thinking?
 
     At the age of 20, Jiang Jun went to the school that Yin Zhe applied to study for a master's degree. Carrying school bags to go to class or library during the day, washing dishes in restaurants at night as a trick. She laughed all day until she was exhausted and fell into a nightmare, woke up crying, and continued the cycle. Yuan Shuai came to visit her every month, sitting in front of her with bags and bags of necessities.
 
     She didn’t want to see him, just like she didn’t want to see her family. She will always remember that woman named Jonah, Yuan Shuai's girlfriend.
 
    At that time, he was like that too, sitting and smoking all night in the corridor of her dormitory, she would look at him through the door window. She would see him clean up the cigarette ashes before leaving, not leaving a trace of his scent. When she opened the door after he left, she will bring in the bags of food and daily necessities he brought for her without meeting him.
 
    Jiang Jun’s heart started to ache. So many years had past and he was by her side all the time. She believed in him, she must believe in him, and she can only believe in him. "What are you doing?" She walked towards him and he was answering the phone while patting the cigarette ashes on his clothes, "got some work-related stuff."
 
     "The meal is ready."
 
     "I have a date already." He said coldly, she stopped him and stood in front of him, hugged his neck abruptly, and kissed him brutally, "Who else do you want to date?"
 
     He stared at her and said "my wife”.
 
     She pulled his head down, her eyes wet, "Yuanyuan, shall we stop fighting?"
 
     They went hand in hand to BlockHouse to have dinner, sticking to each other intimately, eating the same steak, and kissing each other in the last row of the dark cinema. She said, "I'm resigning." His eyes shimmered in the dark. "I just want to be with you."
 
     DU arrived in Beijing and called Jiang Jun. They planned to meet at the teahouse next to the office. Before Jiang Jun got of the car, Yuan Shuai pulled her in his arms and wanted to say something.
 
     "Aren't you regretting that I called for a high salary?"
 
     "You..." He let go of her hand, she opened the door and got out of the car, and heard him say, "I'm sorry." She turned to kiss him again, "I am happy"

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Loving You is the Best Thing I have Done 爱你,是我做过最好的事 Chapter 6.1


Chapter 6.1 - Guilinggao/ Tortoise jelly 龟苓膏 (1)

In the afternoon, when the TCM building had no sign of human habitation, He Suye crouched in the pharmacy to help with the pharmacist decoction.

    He is the attending physician. He doesn't need to go to the pharmacy to decoct the medicine himself, as a Chinese medicine doctor he is always very free and he likes all kinds of medicinal materials and likes to watch them churn in the casserole. When the medicine smell diffuses, there is a hinge of sweetness in the bitterness. The Chinese pharmacy has just recruited newbies, who are unfamiliar and unable to master the fire conditions, and always needs people at the side to guide whether to use a big flame or small flame.

    He picked up the prescription, a medicine prescribed by himself, Shen Xifan, a beautiful-looking name, but when he pronounced it, why did it sound like porridge (Xifan)? Hold Porridge (Chen XiFan)? Her family is really very realistic!

    Coptis is very bitter, but other medicines are sweet in taste and should not be difficult to drink. After drinking one month's amount, he prescribed her Boziren porridge, or grind a little jujube kernel powder to help treat insomnia.

    However, he was not sure whether this girl would get some other illness. The frequency of seeing them each other three times in two weeks was indeed a bit high for a Chinese doctor and patient.

    But in her, it always seems to be full of accidents and miracles.

    Then, the nurse in the outpatient clinic came over and said, "Doctor He, the inpatient department Director Liao called."

    He dropped the prescription in his hand, instructed the pharmacist how to master the heat, and then went to the inpatient department.

    Director Liao was waiting for him in the office and greeted him, "Xiao He, come with me to the ward. Recently, the temperature suddenly dropped. Some patients started coughing. The effect of benproperine treatment was not obvious. I didn't dare to try to use codeine. Can you prescribe some Chinese medicine? You are the best at integrating traditional Chinese and western medicine!"

    He Suye is embarrassed, "I will do my best!"

    He took the patient's pulse carefully and prescribed medicine. These patients are all from the digestive department. Therefore it is usually gastrointestinal problems. He did not dare to use too strong medicine and added some medicines for soothing the liver and regulating qi, warming the stomach.

    A patient asked him, "Doctor, I spit out yellow-green gastric juice every day when I take Chinese medicine. What's the matter?"

    He looked at the medical records and explained, "Maybe Tianqi powder is a bit irritating, but it's not a big problem. If you feel uncomfortable, you can ask your attending doctor to reduce it from three times a day to two times."

    Director Liao leaned over to see, "Oh, it's Xiao Xu's patient, why haven't I heard him mention it?"

    Suddenly, the lights in the ward went out, and a winter afternoon always gets dark early, and the patients were shocked, and a nurse ran over immediately, "Maybe the power went out, I’ll call right away!" 

The electricity came back, it is due to the generator inside the hospital, only to be used for the emergency department and inpatient department. Director Liao kindly, "Xiao He, I will ask the nurse to get the medicine again tomorrow. Your Chinese medicine building doesn't have electricity, how can you see it clearly."

    He Suye nodded, "I'll go get the prescription first. If the electricity comes back, I will let them prepare them immediately."

    Director Liao patted his shoulder, "That's fine, help me say hello to your father!"

    He Su Ye nodded, but he thought about how long he hadn't seen his father.

    Fortunately, there was no power outage at home. He Suye was about to open the door, and there was a sound of footsteps behind him, and then he heard a familiar voice, who spoke weakly and without strength, "Big senior brother, you kindly reward us with a meal!"

    He turned around, surprised, "Li Jie, Fang Ke Xin, what are you guys doing here?"

    Li Jie was depressed, "The school is out of power, big senior brother, you know our school is so pitifully, there is no generator in the old campus, the cafeteria is not open, and the small restaurants around are not open...

    "So come over and eat?" He Suye smiled, "Come in, there is not much food at home, you put up with it."

    Although dinner is simple, He Suye's cooking skills are good, and they applauded again and again.

    Li Jie is He Suye’s junior, and the two are also family friends. He has always regarded He Suye as his elder brother, but in his house, he was as presumptuous as if he was in his own home. After eating, he left his dishes and went online to play games. It was Fang Kexin who felt embarrassed, "Big Senior Brother, sorry for troubling you."

    He Suye smiled, "It's okay, how can I let the guests clean up the dishes and I will wash the dishes."

    Kexin could only wander around the house. He Suye's family. Just like her own, simple and refreshing, all kinds of pharmacopoeias and prescription books are piled on the desk in the study, and half of the papers are written by him. She suddenly remembered the last time she came here, two years ago, it was the time when senior brother and senior sister Zhang Yiling broke up.


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My Little Happiness 我的小确幸 Chapter is 12.1



Chapter 12.1 - Febuxostat (1)

Xiao Ziyuan didn't seem to plan to let him go, "Think about your future life, it's going to be uneasy for you. What is a lawyer best at? Catch loopholes, step on your point of pain, know your tipping point and best at protracted warfare. Know how to advance and retreat, her words can attack like real guns, and they are never perfunctory. I wonder if Dr. Wen’s medical skills can hold up her attacks. You have met a difficult opponent."

Wen Shaoqing thought about it carefully and realised when Cong Rong was with him, he didn't have any of these issues with her. But he could always easily make her blush and frown. He smiled thinking of his effect on her.

Xiao Ziyuan saw Wen Shaoqing filled with joy, and he couldn't help teasing him: "I can’t believe you can smile so happily even during your quarantine. I really don't know what you are happy about."

Wen Shaoqing didn't care, "Xiao Ziyuan, you are too old to understand the state of mind of people in love."

Xiao Ziyuan teased, "Love? Is it your unrequited love? The lawyer drew a strict line, mentioning you as her neighbor and nothing else."

Wen Shaoqing didn't take it seriously, "Didn’t Sui Yi say that you were just a Shi Xiong(male senior)? But you managed to get together with her."

Speaking of Sui Yi, Xiao Ziyuan's face lit up with joy and love. Wen Shaoqing glanced at him and couldn’t bear his disgusting expressions and drove him out of the ward.

Lawyer Cong, who was discussed by the two for a long time, was sitting breathlessly on the bench in the neighbourhood with Rang Yi Rang. They glanced at each other. She shook the yogurt bottle she just bought from the supermarket. "Do you want to eat it?"

Rang Yi Rang barked happily, Cong Rong tore the packaging open, put it in front of Rang Yi Rang and watched him sigh, "Your owner is quarantined, and yet you are still having such a good time."

Rang Yi Rang ate the yogurt up, and some of it got onto the fur around its mouth. Cong Rong stood up after seeing it finish the entire bottle, "Okay, let’s go back!"

Cong Rong sent Rang Yi Rang home, left it with water and some dry food, and then planned to go home. When she walked to the door, she remembered something, "Do I need to turn on a light for you?"

Rang Yi Rang barked but Cong Rong didn't know what it meant, "Is it a yes or a no?"

Cong Rong turned off the light and turned it on again quickly, trying to see Rang Yi Rang’s reaction, but the dog just looked at her quietly.

Cong Rong thought for a while, "Then I will turn off the lights to save energy and save the environment. See you tomorrow."

When Cong Rong sat on the sofa and watched TV at home that night, she finally realise why  Wen Shaoqing's cousin whom she met in the morning looked so familiar. He was the person being featured in the news!

He got into such a high position at a young age. Needless to say, he must be from a decent background. Then as his cousin, Wen Shaoqing also should not be a child from an ordinary family.

She suddenly noticed that she didn't know much about Wen Shaoqing except his name and his job. She knew nothing more. This realization gave Cong Rong a sense of loss.

She opened WeChat and clicked on the voice message that Wen Shaoqing just sent. The familiar voice soon was heard. His voice was deep and his tone doesn’t sound sad. Seems like the quarantine did not make him depressed.

She listened to it several times in a row and thought of going through his WeChat moments. He hardly sent any posts, most of his posts are about Rang Yi Rang. Her fingers kept scrolling downwards and then stopped suddenly.

His first post caught her attention. The time posted was a few years ago, just four words, with a picture.

Not without missing her (Actual words: 非不思她).

The picture has a blurry figure, barely able to see that it’s a girl. It was a candid photo.

Not without missing her, Wen Shaoqing's WeChat name is Febuxostat (same pronunciation as 非不思她 in chinese), a very strange name. It sounded like the name of a medicine, for which Cong Rong has clarified with Zhong Zhen. Zhong Zhen told her that it was indeed a name of the drug, which was used to treat hyperuricemia with gout symptoms. She didn't really think deeply about the name at time, and felt that it was normal for a doctor's WeChat name to be a name of a drug.

Now, it seems like his WeChat name did have a meaning. She recalled Zhong Zhen telling her that he had someone he liked. Was it the girl in the photo?

Cong Rong's suddenly felt a sense of loss.

Christmas is coming, the weather is getting colder and colder, and the temperature has been falling. Cong Rong went to feed Rang Yi Rang every morning before going out, and took it out for a walk every night after work. She will occasionally send WeChat messages to check on Wen Shaoqing, often worrying if he would be infected. The days passed quickly, and Cong Rong thought her life had gone back to the days without Wen Shaoqing.

Friday was an extraordinarily busy day for her. Cong Rong was busy for the entire day, talking until her mouth got dry. When she finished sorting out the documents and looked around, she found out that she was the only one left in the law firm. In the large office area, only her room light was lit, and suddenly a feeling of loneliness swept through her, and fatigue followed.

Cong Rong drove out of the law firm garage, opened the window and swiped her parking card when she passed by the parking lot gantry. She coughed when she felt the cold wind rushing into her car. The security guard at the door of the law firm looked at her with concerning eyes. "Lawyer Cong, are you okay?"

Cong Rong gestured that she was fine, raised the glass window, and drove towards home.

The night was cold and there were far fewer pedestrians than usual. When she passed by her neighborhood, she remembered that she hadn't eaten dinner yet. She glanced at the 24H supermarket. She had no appetite and sighed and went straight down to the parking lot.

As she stepped out of the lift, Wen Shaoqing’s door suddenly swept open, and Wen Shaoqing appeared at the door, holding a steaming corn on the cob in his hand. Rang Yi Rang was following him, looking at her with a corn cob in its mouth. 

Wen Shaoqing smiled and waved the corn on the cob in his hand, "Want to eat?"


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Autumn's Concerto / Next stop, happiness 下一站幸福 Chapter 8.3


Chapter 8.3 - 8th Stop: Recalling The Painful Memories (3)

What was going on?

Yiqian stood outside of the house and was shocked to see her fiancé eating at the same table with another woman and a little boy. They were happily chatting while they tucked in.

He was rarely this happy even when he was with her. Most of the time, he was just depressed and blue.

The most shocking and scary thing was; she recognised who that woman was; it was Liang Mucheng.

6 years ago, Guangxi went against the school board because of her. 6 years later, he’s now going against Huanyu Constructions for her sake…

Did their passion re-ignite? Has Guangxi regained his memory?

Yiqian clenched his fists. She had heard about Guangxi going against her father and she had specially made a trip down from Taipei to question him about it. But she was shocked, worried and lost as she didn’t expect to see something like this at all.

She knew about Mucheng’s existence 6 years ago and yet she worked with Fang Derong and kept Guangxi in the dark about it. She knew that was the only way to make Guangxi hers.

She liked and admired him. She fell for his daring attitude after the first time she saw him playing ice hockey. She never cared so much for someone before. She wanted to be part of and share all of his feelings.

Was this her retribution for being selfish back then?

Yiqian was rooted to the ground. She was lost and didn’t know what to do at all. Then Guangxi turned around and saw her.

“Yiqian, why are you here? Is there something wrong?” He walked out of the house and asked.

“I came… to see you. I heard from the village head that you’re staying here.” She answered him while still in a daze.

“Yes, I’m just living with Mu… I mean Miss Liang temporarily. That’s because there isn’t any motels here in this village.”

Was he embarrassed? Or perhaps he was feeling guilty?

Yiqian stared at her fiancé. She wanted to see if he showed any signs that he had regained his memory but she couldn’t seem to get any clues from his face—perhaps, she still had a chance.

“Guangxi, I heard about you wanting to sue Huanyu Constructions on the villagers’ behalf. Dad is very angry about it.”

“I guessed so too.” Guangxi couldn’t help about giving her a weak smile. “But Huanyu Constructions is really too much this time and I can’t leave my hands out of this.” He tried to explain to his fiancée but she just shook her head.

“It’s okay. I understand.” She paused and looked into his eyes. “I’ve decided that I’ll try to help you convince Dad to give up on owning the land here.”

He was doubtful about Yiqian’s suggestion. It was good news for him but he wondered if a sly fox like Director He would give up so easily.

“Dad loves me the most. I’ll try my best to convince him.” Yiqian promised him after she saw his doubts about her suggestion.

“That’s great. Thank you for your help then.” Guangxi was elated.

“But you must promise me something.” Yiqian stated her terms.

“What is it?”

“Let’s get married right away. I can’t wait anymore.” She immediately leaned forward, placed her arms on his shoulders and gave him a long kiss.

***

He was going to get married!

She didn’t hear the news from him but rather from the villagers. It was rumoured that He Yiqian had spoke to the village head and explained to him that she had already persuaded her father to give up on the ownership of the land. He also promised to help with the pollution problem. At the same time, they’d be ordering flowers from Huatian Village for their wedding as a gesture of apology.

He was finally going to get married.

Mucheng didn’t know if she should be please or upset about the news. She just felt emptiness and loneliness in her.

The villagers were over the moon because of the news. They thanked Ren Guangxi and looked upon him as if he was a saviour of the world. They also planned a farewell party for him as they wanted to send him off happily.

Everyone in the village was happy, everyone except her. She felt like a deflated balloon; wobbly and helpless. She drifted around and wasn’t sure of what she was supposed to do.

“What’s the matter with you? Brace yourself!” Tuoye knew what Mucheng was upset about. He was both jealous and worried. “Look at you. How are you going to take care of Xiaole like this?”

Yes, she still had Xiaole.

Mucheng braced herself. She had almost forgotten that Xiaole would be depressed to know that Guangxi was leaving soon.

She knew she couldn’t do this anymore. She had to be strong so that she could comfort her son.

On the eve of Guangxi’s departure, Mucheng specially whipped up a feast for him. Mucheng prepared the dishes that Guangxi liked too other than the Braised Beef Rice that Xiaole wanted.

“Uncle, my Mummy’s Braised Beef Rice is the best! You must have some.” Xiaole recommended it to Guangxi. He still had no idea that Guangxi was leaving tomorrow.

Guangxi couldn’t bear to bade him goodbye too so he pretended as though that nothing was wrong and even joked with Xiaole. He then tucked into the Braised Beef Rice. The taste of the Braised Beef Rice was food.

“Is delicious, isn’t it?” Xiaole asked proudly.

Guangxi didn’t answer him but he felt that this Braised Beef Rice tasted really familiar. It seemed like it was a taste he missed after having tried it for once. “Who did you learn this dish from?” He stared at Mucheng.

“It’s from a recipe that my mother left for me.” Mucheng noticed that he was staring hard at her and her heart raced. She was worried that he would recall something.

But Guangxi just nodded. “It’s not too bad. It’s pretty delicious.”

“Oh.” Mucheng felt disappointed. On one hand, she was worried that he’d recall something but on another hand, she was sad that he couldn’t recall anything.

She was distracted throughout the entire meal. After dinner, Guangxi invited Xiaole to take a bath with him. He then tucked him into bed and told him a bedside story.

She stood by the doorway and looked at them. She felt that this was really a bittersweet moment.

They really look like father and son like this…

“Your son is really picky.” He said to Mucheng, smiling, after Xiaole went into slumber. “I must perform too while I tell the story. Otherwise he won’t go to bed. I bet you were the one who spoilt him right?”

She didn’t reply him. She just looked at him and gave him a weak smile.

They just looked at each other quietly. Guangxi noted that she seemed to have a lot to tell him.

“I’m going back to Taipei tomorrow.” He said hoarsely after a while.

“I know.” She nodded and tried to avoid his eyes.

“Please give this Xiaole on my behalf.” Guangxi passed a box to Mucheng.

Mucheng opened the box and was stunned to see a wristband lying in it. It was the very same one that she had given him.

Guangxi heaved a sign. “Do you know? I’ve been dating Yiqian for 6 years already. But I’ve been delaying our marriage plans. It’s not only because of the fact that the two of us are busy with our careers; it’s also because of the fact that I’m afraid.”

“Afraid?” Mucheng was lost.

“It’s because I couldn’t remember the past. I was afraid that there might be one day, something or someone from the past might look me up again. That was why I never dared to go ahead with my marriage plans with Yiqian. But…” He paused and smiled slightly. “You were right. I can’t keep thinking about the past. I must learn to grasp the present… This wristband is like my past memories, it has been clinging onto me and therefore I must let go of it.”

That was it. It was really over for them.

Mucheng held onto the wristband and was on the verge of sobbing.  She didn’t tell him that there was a memory card in the wristband when she gave it to him 6 years ago. That memory card contained the memories of them together and today, he told her that he’d be letting go of them…

But, it was time to let go. It was not only for him but also for her.

“I thought I might as well give it to Xiaole then. He can take this as the communicative device he was talking about the other time. He can call me anytime if he needs my help.”

“No problem. I’ll hand it over to him.”

Mucheng promised. The two of them looked at each other and they saw a look of dismay on both their faces. This was wrong. They were just very ordinary friends.

Guangxi raised his hand and he wanted to stroke Mucheng but he stopped when he almost touched her face. “You can call me too when you need my help, Mucheng.”

“Okay.” She said, nodding, with tears welling up in her eyes.

But they both knew; she’d never call him. It was highly possible that they may never meet again—

***

The villagers held a farewell party for Guangxi the next day. Everyone in the village was there, including Tuoye. But Guangxi just couldn’t seem to find Mucheng and Xiaole amidst the crowds.

“They won’t be coming.” Tuoye knew what he was thinking about and decided to answer his query for him. “Mucheng has gone to pick Xiaole up from school and they’d be heading straight for home. She said that Xiaole would create a din if he knew that you were leaving.”

“That’s good in a way too.” Guangxi smiled bitterly. Frankly speaking, he was afraid to say goodbye to Xiaole too. After all, he had developed feelings for that little boy during his period of stay here. He’d be so embarrassed if they were to break down in front of the other villagers.

It’s best that Mucheng and Xiaole weren’t present.

But even so, Guangxi still couldn’t stop his feelings from pouring out from him. He knew that he shouldn’t let that happen but he really hoped to see the mother and son for the last time. He didn’t mind even if he had to do it secretly.

Thus, he slipped away when the villagers didn’t notice and arrived at the kindergarten.

The compound was empty and almost all of the children had already gone home. Guangxi loitered around. He suddenly felt that what he was doing was extremely stupid and silly.

It’s definitely not of a man to be so wishy-washy.

He turned around and wanted to leave. Suddenly, he heard someone playing the piano. It wasn’t very clear but it had mysteriously touched his heart.

He traced the source of the music and then he found that it was really clear to him now. He was stunned and that melody was so familiar that it made his heart ached.

It was the “Air on the G-String”.

He didn’t know how he had managed to know the name of the tune immediately. He hummed along with the melody.

Then, he began to recall certain images. His head ached… What was that? Why were there those images? He seemed to see a girl who resembled Mucheng and she was playing the piano.

I’ll play the piano for you every day after you knock off from work.

He seemed to have recalled something…

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