Unrequited Love 暗恋橘生淮南 Chapter 37.2



Chapter 37.2 - Swarovski (2)

“He gave it to me—Swarovski. Pretty, right? But one of the wings has a tiny chip, see? The amazing part isn’t just that he gave me a swan. The crazy part is that he and my dad gave me the exact same one for my birthday! Hahaha, tell me, should I wear the one from my dad or the one from him? Honestly, even though not everything’s perfect, life still feels so happy, don’t you think?”

Luo Zhi felt a moment of disorientation, looking at Ye Zhanyan’s radiant smile beside her, the sparkle of tears still in her eyes. She smiled too and said, “Yeah, be happy. Your parents gave you a name like that so you’d always shine.”

Ye Zhanyan suddenly turned to look at her, slowly, but stopped smiling. Her eyes stared into Luo Zhi’s as if trying to peer into her soul—direct and intense.

Luo Zhi froze, but she didn’t look away. She met her gaze calmly, without flinching, without asking why.

“Ye Zhanyan, hurry up! We’re all waiting for you!”

“You’re really something,” Ye Zhanyan said under her breath—so softly it was barely audible. Yet Luo Zhi still heard it, as if it were a hallucination.

Then she was called away, back to drinking. Luo Zhi was struck by the odd fact that in every conversation, just when things get too deep, someone always comes in to interrupt.

That’s why the world is never short of stories, each one more dramatic than the last, always keeping the stage lively.

She realized her hands and feet were icy cold.

That became her final impression of Ye Zhanyan—she never understood why she had looked at her that way. Maybe it would remain a lifelong mystery.

When Luo Zhi left the reunion, she wandered through twists and turns to the cosmetics and jewelry section on the first floor of Shuise Tower. Though she often came here, she rarely browsed. Her mom worked at the Chow Sang Sang jewelry counter here.

She went to look at the Swarovski section she’d never paid attention to before.

A sleek black display, dazzling crystals. But Luo Zhi knew—the true beauty wasn’t in the crystals, but in the spotlight behind them.

Just like how she didn’t envy Ye Zhanyan’s beauty or charisma. What she sighed over, even admired, was the support behind it all.

It was the spotlight that made the crystal sparkle. And there were reasons why Ye Zhanyan had grown into who she was.

Luo Zhi returned to find her mom.

“Where’d you go?” It was 4 p.m., and the mall was quiet. Her mom was in a great mood, affectionately stroking her daughter’s head, smiling warmly.

“Crystal shops and glassware stores.”

“You reminded me! The mall’s doing a promotion—discounts and cashback. There’s a crystal shop and a jade shop, I know the girls there. They might give you a better deal. Want a birthday gift? Gaokao’s over and I haven’t bought you anything.”

“It’s okay. I don’t want anything.” She smiled.

After starting college, Sheng Huainan had quietly faded into her heart, like he’d been forgotten. Even when she heard he’d broken up with Ye Zhanyan, she hadn’t stirred at all.

She thought she was doing well. At least she thought so. But why did it feel like she was so easily shaken?

Sheng Huainan and some student council seniors pushed open the door of a barbecue shop, chatting as they walked back toward campus.

Suddenly, he saw a girl in a white sweater. Her tall, slender figure in the wind looked so familiar.

He told them, “You go ahead. I just remembered I should grab more wings for the dorm.”

He walked closer. The girl was standing still, looking up at Chiba Tower. The spotlight from above fell across her face, outlining her features and revealing two bright trails of tears.

Sheng Huainan looked up too, but all he saw was a mess of camera and makeup ads.

Luo Zhi, dazed, walked down a dim path on campus. Suddenly, she heard someone step on a dry branch behind her.

She didn’t panic. Instead, she calmly walked a few more steps, then suddenly started to run. After some distance, she turned around—and the figure under the streetlamp


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My Little Happiness 我的小确幸 Chapter is 18.2



Chapter 18.2 - Cold Jokes by Lawyer Cong (2)

“Oh, I remember her. I did her scan,” Dr. Yao said. “Her name is quite unique, and she’s very pretty—has a great presence too.”

Wen Shaoqing suddenly said, “Thank you.”

Dr. Yao was flipping through a stack of results to find Cong Rong’s. When he finally handed it to Wen Shaoqing and watched him walk away, he suddenly realized something. Scratching his head, he muttered, “I was complimenting the girl, not you. What are you thanking me for?”

After work, Zhong Zhen came into the office carrying a stack of patient files for Wen Shaoqing to sign. Most people had already left, and it was getting dark early in winter. The office lights were off. As soon as he entered, he saw Wen Shaoqing leaning against the desk a few steps away, staring intently at a scan lit up on the lightbox.

He waited a while, but Wen Shaoqing didn’t move, not even blinking.

Zhong Zhen approached cautiously and asked, “Boss, what are you looking at?”

Wen Shaoqing snapped out of his trance, frowned slightly, and replied, “A brain CT scan.”

Zhong Zhen squinted at the image, trying to look serious. “Which patient’s?”

Wen Shaoqing’s gaze remained fixed on the scan as he answered calmly, “Your cousin’s.”

Zhong Zhen immediately jumped. “My cousin?! What’s wrong with her? Is there something wrong with her brain?”

“Medically speaking, no,” Wen Shaoqing sighed. “But I want to see what’s going on in her head. Why is it that I’ve made it so obvious, and she still doesn’t get it?”

“Uh…” Zhong Zhen was speechless but decided to play along. “So… what do you see?”

Wen Shaoqing shifted positions, arms crossed, studying the scan for a few more seconds before replying, “She has a beautifully shaped skull. Excellent bone structure.”

“…” Zhong Zhen stared at him, still confused. “Why did my cousin even get a CT scan?”

Wen Shaoqing walked over, took the film down, put it back in its folder, and turned off the lightbox. “She hit the back of her head, came in for a check-up.”

Zhong Zhen asked nervously, “She got hurt? How? And why do you know this when I don’t?”

Wen Shaoqing gave him a displeased glance. “Why shouldn’t I know something you don’t?”

Zhong Zhen puffed up. “I’m the person who knows my cousin best in the whole world!”

Wen Shaoqing chuckled and raised an eyebrow. “Really?”

There was something strange about his tone, but Zhong Zhen couldn’t quite figure out what it was. He was about to ask more when Wen Shaoqing cut him off with a few simple words:

“Have you finished your thesis?”

Zhong Zhen instantly deflated. Just hearing the word made his head hurt. “Not yet…”

“Do you know what day it is?”

“…Yes.”

“And you still have time to stand here chatting with me?”

“I’m going! Right now!”

Zhong Zhen bolted like a flash.

Later that evening, Cong Rong got back to her apartment complex and knocked on Wen Shaoqing’s door. No answer. She glanced at the time—he was probably out walking Rangyirang—so she went home.

While showering, she heard a knock at the door. Assuming it was Wen Shaoqing, she quickly finished up, dried her hair a bit, and went across the hall to knock.

Wen Shaoqing opened the door quickly and let her in. He handed her the scan folder. “Your results came back. Everything looks fine, nothing to worry about.”

Cong Rong pulled out the films and glanced at them. After a while, she stuffed them back in. “I can’t understand any of this.”

Wen Shaoqing took a sip of water and teased, “If you could, I’d be out of a job.”

She thought about it and agreed. Just as she was about to get up to leave, Wen Shaoqing stepped over, bent down slightly, and gently held the back of her head. “Does it still hurt?”

With him so close, Cong Rong was enveloped in his cool, clean scent. Her body went stiff. Suddenly, the heating in the room felt too warm—so warm it made her restless. She answered absentmindedly, “As long as no one touches it, it doesn’t hurt.”

Wen Shaoqing looked down at her. He must’ve just taken a shower—his hair was slightly damp, and with all her makeup removed, her skin looked clear and glowing, with a suspicious flush on her cheeks. He was right in front of her, but she didn’t dare look up. Her gaze stayed fixed on the buttons of his shirt.

She could feel his eyes on her face, and the heat inside her grew. She kept telling herself: He’s a doctor. This is a routine exam. Physical contact between men and women in a clinical context is normal. Don’t overthink it.

As she was in the middle of self-hypnosis, Wen Shaoqing suddenly reached out and twirled a lock of her hair around his long fingers. The gesture was gentle… and ambiguous. He curved his lips into a small smile and murmured, as if to himself,
“Your hair’s grown longer. Don’t cut it—just leave it like this.”

Cong Rong was even more flustered now, and that strange inner heat rose once more.



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Unrequited Love 暗恋橘生淮南 Chapter 37.1



Chapter 37.1 - Swarovski (1)

Luo Zhi’s obsession with emotional purity had reached a pathological level. Even when stories about campus belles and heartthrobs were all the rage, she managed to block it all out, her eyes fixed solely on Sheng Huainan, continuing to write diary entries that were only about him.

Sometimes, though, it was impossible to completely ignore reality. On occasions when she couldn’t avoid it, she had seen the two of them together a few times.

She was pleased to observe that their relationship wasn’t like those overly demonstrative student romances—always clinging to each other and whispering sweet nothings whenever possible. From what she saw, Ye Zhanyan was quiet, and Sheng Huainan did most of the talking. She once sat on the last step of the sixth floor in the remote M section, listening to a CD and reading New Concept English Book 4. She couldn’t hear what they were saying, and they didn’t notice her either. They were sitting in the middle landing between the fifth and sixth floors, not holding hands, not hugging, looking at a math book—Sheng Huainan seemed to be explaining something.

She sat there until her legs went numb. They still didn’t leave, blocking her way. Not wanting to startle them, she just remained seated. Bach’s Suites for Solo Cello sounded exquisite, but the English passages had turned into meaningless symbols floating before her eyes, unable to enter her mind.

She didn’t know how long she had sat there. In her peripheral vision, the two of them—one in pink, one in white—were focused intently on something, looking impossibly harmonious. Luo Zhi found that she didn’t feel sad. Instead, she felt strangely relieved. Her affection for them carried a kind of broad and gentle acceptance, which in turn seemed to protect her too.

But later, back in the classroom, Xu Qiqiao and the others crowded around her. She saw Ye Zhanyan in the center of the group, laughing loudly, saying, “My hubby helped me with math today!”

The others cheered and asked what exactly he taught her. Ye Zhanyan thought for a second and then said cheerfully:

“Odd function changes, even function doesn’t—sign depends on the quadrant!”

Uproar. Everyone laughed and teased her for joking around.

Her bragging and showiness shattered the tender and quiet image Luo Zhi had of them on the staircase. Luo Zhi silently sat in her seat while the chatter buzzed from the back right. She lowered her head and fiddled with the thick Green Channel Handbook of Basic Chinese Knowledge, flipping through it as if it hid secrets to the college entrance exam.

After the gaokao that summer, classmates—whether pleased or disappointed with their scores—loved gathering for reunions. Luo Zhi only attended once. She watched others drink until they were wasted while she maintained her ladylike composure and didn’t touch a drop. Suddenly, a drunken Ye Zhanyan stumbled into the corner and sat beside her, slurring, “That idiot didn’t even get first place this time.”

Luo Zhi smiled and said, “Third place is still impressive. Exams are unpredictable, and science tracks are always highly competitive.”

“Do you think he’ll leave me? Fall for someone else? Beijing’s so far.” Ye Zhanyan lowered her head, and tears fell as her shoulders trembled. She looked pitiful.

Luo Zhi felt a twinge of envy. Ye Zhanyan never let herself be crushed by gloom and sorrow—she vented freely.

Though this version of Ye Zhanyan also disappointed Luo Zhi. She seemed too ordinary like this.

“If it’s fate, you can’t escape it. If it’s trouble, you can’t avoid it,” Luo Zhi said calmly.

She had meant to comfort her, perhaps say something like, “You’re special to him. Distance doesn’t matter.” But maybe she had been too cool and quiet during the reunion. What slipped out was something so brutally honest.

Maybe her jealousy and bitterness had finally found a small vent.

Ye Zhanyan was stunned, then smiled through her tears.

“Luo Zhi, his mom doesn’t like me.”

She’d heard others comfort Ye Zhanyan before—“His mom has no taste, can’t even appreciate you! Let him stay single!” But all Luo Zhi could do was offer a bitter smile. Outsiders’ sympathy was always irresponsible and only made things messier.

“Loving someone doesn’t mean you have to love their family. You and his mom both love him, but you don’t need to accept each other. Wait until you’re married in ten years to worry about in-laws. For now, just enjoy the present. Ye Zhanyan, being unrestrained is your charm.”

Ye Zhanyan didn’t speak for a long time.

“Unrestrained, that’s what I am?”

“Yeah,” Luo Zhi replied, growing a bit impatient. “I think he likes that side of you too. Pull yourself together.”

Ye Zhanyan suddenly giggled.

“What?”

“How do you know what he likes? Never mind. Haha, I get it now. Thanks. Hey, what do you think of this?” Ye Zhanyan wiped her tears and grinned, pulling a pendant out from under her collar.

A beautiful white crystal swan.



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My Little Happiness 我的小确幸 Chapter is 18.1




Chapter 18.1 - Cold Jokes by Lawyer Cong (1)

The next day, when Cong Rong was woken up by her alarm clock, Wen Shaoqing had already returned from his morning run with Rangyirang. As she finished getting ready to leave, Wen Shaoqing happened to walk in.

It was freezing outside, but he was radiating heat, dressed in a navy blue tracksuit.

Cong Rong rarely saw young men—not counting models—daring to wear that color. Not that navy was inherently unflattering, but it usually didn't suit East Asians well and could easily give off a dated or rural vibe.

But on Wen Shaoqing... it didn’t look bad. Actually, it looked quite good.

She glanced up again at his face, concluding it must be because of his fair complexion.

Wen Shaoqing noticed her staring ever since he walked in and found it a bit puzzling. After spending more time with her, he’d come to know she paid a lot of attention to detail, so he asked,
“Is there something wrong with the way I look?”

Realizing she was being obvious, Cong Rong quickly lowered her head and grabbed her bag, but couldn’t resist stealing one more glance.
“What made you buy clothes in that color?”

“There were three color choices,” Wen Shaoqing replied as he walked toward the bedroom. “One was the same color as surgical scrubs, and the other was too close to a lab coat. I didn’t want to feel like I was still in the hospital after work, so I went with this one.”

Cong Rong couldn’t hold back a laugh. She was beginning to find the medical profession more and more amusing. After laughing, she put on her coat.
“I’m heading out.”

“I thought we agreed you'd eat breakfast first?” Wen Shaoqing called from the bedroom. “It’s all ready. Just needs a few minutes to cook. I’ll change quickly—hang on a sec.”

He reemerged soon after, now dressed for the day, and went into the kitchen. Cong Rong heard the sound of eggs being beaten, followed by the sizzle of oil in the pan. Within minutes, the scent of something delicious filled the air.

Cong Rong had grown up knowing her parents were busy with work. Breakfast was something she had to figure out on the way to school—nobody ever told her what it felt like to sit and wait while someone made it for her.

Wen Shaoqing soon brought out a plate of potato-egg pancakes, golden brown and dotted with green scallions. Just looking at them made her hungry.

Wen Shaoqing handed her a pair of chopsticks.
“Milk or soy milk?”

Still half-asleep, Cong Rong replied lazily,
“Soy milk. I can’t drink milk—it always tastes weird to me. I only drink yogurt.”

Wen Shaoqing glanced meaningfully at Rangyirang, a smirk tugging at his lips.

Cong Rong followed his gaze. “What’s wrong with it?”

Wen Shaoqing replied with a hint of mischief,
“It can’t drink milk either—only yogurt.”

Cong Rong bit her lip, took a deep breath, and reminded herself that since she was eating his food, she’d let the remark slide.

He poured her a glass of water.
“Drink some water first, then eat something before drinking soy milk. It’s not good to have soy milk on an empty stomach.”

Cong Rong suddenly remembered a joke and started laughing.

Wen Shaoqing glanced over as he poured the soy milk.
“What’s funny?”

Cong Rong said with a straight face,
“Just remembered a joke—‘The first sip was on an empty stomach. The second sip wasn’t anymore.’”

The room went quiet. After a long pause, Wen Shaoqing got up, went into the bedroom, put on a coat, and came back looking deadpan.
“So cold. I think I’m catching a cold.”

Then he bent down next to Rangyirang’s head and muttered,
“What’s that? You’re cold too? The scarf’s on the couch—go get it yourself.”

Cong Rong was so mad she nearly choked. She stabbed her potato pancake with her chopsticks in frustration.

But Wen Shaoqing still had that innocent look on his face and kept teasing her.
“Not good?”

Cong Rong glared at him.
“Terrible. No money for you today!”

Wen Shaoqing chuckled and nodded.
“Okay. I’ll make something else tomorrow.”

After all his teasing, Cong Rong was finally awake and alert. She settled down and began eating her breakfast in peace.

Once she had eaten most of it, Wen Shaoqing asked,
“Will you be busy this morning? If you have time, go to the hospital for a check-up. I’ve booked an appointment for you. I’ve got surgeries all day, so I can’t go with you—will you be okay on your own?”

Cong Rong had always been self-sufficient. The question caught her off guard and made her feel a bit conflicted—maybe even… moved. She looked at him for a long moment before replying,
“It’s fine. I’ll go alone. But I have to stop by the law firm first, so I’ll go later.”

After breakfast, they left for work separately.

Wen Shaoqing was in the operating room the entire day. Near the end of his shift, he called Cong Rong.
“Did you get your scan?”

Cong Rong had just come out of court.
“Yeah. They said I could pick up the results later, but I can’t make it now. I’ll go tomorrow.”

Wen Shaoqing had been heading to his office, but turned around and walked toward the elevator.
“No need. I’ll pick it up for you. Come get it from my place tonight.”

They were both direct, so the call ended quickly.

At the radiology department, there was still a long queue. When Wen Shaoqing walked in, a familiar doctor greeted him.
“Dr. Wen.”

Wen Shaoqing smiled back.
“Dr. Yao.”

“In a hurry to get results?”

“Not really. A friend had a brain CT this morning and couldn’t come pick it up, so I’m here to get it for her.”

“Oh? What’s her name?”

“Cong Rong.”



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